Show newer

steven universe spoilers 

“if being a pancake will save my dad then bring on the syrup!”

Show thread

steven universe spoilers 

“pink diamond stole humans from their families as memories of her conquests.” HMMM@MMM HOPE PINK DIAMOND ISNT YA KNOW SOMEONE WE CLARE SUPPOSED TO LIKE

Show thread

i was looking for writing samples for an application and found this from 2018

ko-fi.com/post/i-found-a-eulog

death, religious trauma, homophobia / its important you read this in the voice of a black preacher

i don’t even know what i want because i wasn’t allowed to for so long. how do you learn to want again?

Show thread

one of the toughest things to unlearn is that someone liking me doesn’t mean i have to like them, in the same way, back

i spent so long hoping that no one would hurt me, making myself small enough to disappear, that i never sat down and thought about what i’d do if people cared about me especially in romantic ways. a lot of it has to do with autism, even more with trauma and being a closeted lesbian most of my life, but i am just routinely confused.

i’ve been trying to find the picture someone drew of me as a crystal gem PLEASE don’t let past manic-depressed me have thrown it out

"potentially dangerous" is such a useless term fucking anything has the potential to be dangerous

yall i highly recommend latest kate newlsetter its a nice animal basically telling you to treat yourself better and then a little paragraph with some additional thoughts. i send at least 5 to my best friend every week and they just make me really happy/grateful/glad

facebook.us19.list-manage.com/

ive pinged one of the people i work with about an email i sent a while ago instead of just hoping they magically find it or if they dont, at least its not on me.

no, today, we are taking

RESPONSIBILITY :yell:
(i cant find a superhero/villain adjacent emoji so that is now the possum)

Show thread

fucking love book riot they just recommended upper YA books not set in college its like they know me

he likes my pitch??? my mentor replied to me????

things move when i do actions???

steven universe spoilers 

only lapis and peridot laughing at lapis’ trauma joke is v important

Show thread

steven universe spoilers 

PEARL IS A ROCKSTAR CAUSE SHE FLED THE COPS AND GOT A GIRL’S NUMBER I LOVE THIS SHOW

Show thread

“you have to be honest about how bad it feels so you can move on.”

Show thread
Show older
we deserve space

a personal server for a black nonbinary traumatized person