probably said this before, why i love horror movies, abuse tw
accidentally made the realization that these movies are therapeutic to me because you are not allowed to pretend something is okay when it is not, not if you want to make it out alive. a lot of growing up (and still not) i had to pretend things were okay when i knew they were not. and with my trauma, i do not feel like i made it out alive. these movies let me pretend i did.
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