"This grief—somehow at a distance, delayed—is already so difficult to carry. What will happen once I can finally go home, survey the epicenter of my loss?"
~Matt Ortile, https://catapult.co/stories/matt-ortile-column-grief-mother-narrative-video-games
"For now, I cannot despise this heavy thing, try as I might; why hate what will stay with me forever?"
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