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rules about this account 

i dont consent to any posts from this account being collected, screen captured and/or scraped.

im over 18, like by a decade at least, so you gotta be 20+.

black people are welcome to follow. everyone else message me why you want to follow me.

will add as i think of more shit

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we watched one night in miami and the introduction scene of jim brown is why i will never trust white people and why i will always believe they are on some bullshit no matter what

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i completely forgot to do the intro post

black / autistic / nonbinary / lesbian / w C-PTSD

name: lex or tony
pronouns: they/them

i write, love musicals/theatre, do a whole bunch of side projects/learning due to hyperfixations, and am (apparently) unlearning a whole bunch of shit that stems from childhood so! tread lightly

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someone on the bird site asked what their black followers want their nonblack followers to know and ill share mine here (though i will admit i was thinking specifically of yt people at the time):

learn to put your body between black people and violence. chances are the violence will stop or lessen if it sees that you might be the target. it will not stop for me.

"you taught me how lovely it is to be free...and dangerous" // "no what we have is special"

DAMMIT my aunt just said they cancelled this show dAMMIT

family shit, homophobia like alluded to but not specific 

theres been a surprise sapphic storyline in this very religious very southern show we're watching for family night and my heart is basically always in my right shoulder blade bc of it

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"if i do one thing you dont agree with and you dont love me anymore, was it ever even love?"

~filthy rich, its family night and im trying my best not to turn this into a sign to show at everyone in this room while screaming

if you've spent any length of time on the fediverse and value anti-racism, community building, decoloniality, challenging oppressive cultural norms, and generally making spaces safe for vulnerable folks, then you've benefited from the work that @CaribenxMarciaX has done here

if you can afford a few quid each month, i highly recommend subscribing to show your appreciation and help them continue their work (and you get top content and updates straight into your mailbox!):

family shit 

i have successfully moved to the floor with my computer only facing my sister (possibly, and only because i was comfortable saying it was so i could stretch my back) so we shall see how it goes

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family shit 

literally typing this now cause shes across the room, i have several gender dysphoria tabs up, and i cant sit away from her cause she'll take offense, so i mean technically i will be done here for a while i guess

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family shit 

my aunt decided to sit right next to me and has touched me several times (in like a conversational type gesture) and i am an Anxiety

"it's "pay Black women" and "listen to Black women" until those Black women ask for their worth or say something you don't want to hear."

i fucking love friday, i havent seen it from the beginning in a minute and they just showed regina king staying up to keep her hair right and i was like mEMORIESSSS

i hate being sick, it really gets me messed up about productivity doesnt equal worth and all that

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its a lot of us in here, and for the most part, we get along so like, it makes me think collective housing is definitely what i want to do in the future, i just have to like disavow myself of the belief that all labor isnt equal or some shit

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complaining about “echo chambers” is a dogwhistle for defending the status quo.

not sure how it came to pass that “get out of your echo chamber” meant “fuck critical thinking, time to entertain some shitty ideas!” but don't get tricked by it

"Decolonization demands fearlessness beneath the white supremacist gaze."

people think they're with it but then use the term "the blacks"

"If they were black..." statements tend to be used to demand more force and build up of the state apparatus, rather than to grow tangible support for black liberation. You should be worried if you hear people talking that way.

Any hypotheticals around blackness tend to be tricks of the skillful oppressor who knows invocation of blackness is too handy a tool not to keep in the arsenal.

parts of me die many times over but the grave cannot keep me long, you must know this

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Imagine if people were taught interpersonal de-escalation skills and it wasn’t something you had to completely learn on your own if you so choose to

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